School blows.

But it's Senior year... Never thought I'd saying that...

Here comes the promise of summer, Let's seal it with a kiss, This time I'll do things proper, How did it get to this

Well... It's summer again. I guess I'll start updating this to organize my thoughts. And of course for those fans out there that just love my intelligent writing! So I guess I'm unofficially a senior now. Kinda creepy. No clue where I want to go to college or what I want to do... but whatev. I'm thinking maybe I should get a job, but I really don't want to. If you guys have any ideas of where I should check into let me know. I don't want to do the same thing for 7 hours at a time, hate kids, don't want to work with food, don't really want to work with clothes. There that's what you have to work with. Now on to the juicy stuff. I'm still together with Jon as of right now. As you all may or may not know, he's joining the Marines and leaving my ass here. We're breaking up next week. It's gonna be rough. We've been together for a loooong time. But it has to be done I suppose. Now is just the ideal time to do it. That's pretty much it. Dance, can't wait for it to be over. Poms, can't wait for it to start... if we ever get any coaches??? Well toodles!

    I have questions for you that I never got the chance to ask:

    Do you look like you did back then?  Would it make a difference, anyway?

    Do you think of me, when you least expect it--when you're unwrapping a garden hose or tilting your face to the shower or making love to someone else?  And can you leave it at that, or do you find yourself compulsively sifting through the memories?

    If I had been the one to leave, would you have written out your heart to me?

It's really sad what the need to be accepted does to people.

Wow it's been a long time since I've been on here. I'm surprised I remembered the password... Well contradictory to my last post, this hasn't been the worst year ever. It's decent I suppose. Definitely could use improvement. I've made some great new friends. And lost some too. I know this year isn't over yet, but I panicing about next year already. Today I selected my classes for my senior year. There isn't much I want to take though. Well, I'm still together with Jon. He's signing for the Marines any day now.  I'm really torn up about that. Poms is coming to an end and I've already got conflicts with next year, which I'm really upset about. I feel kind of like I've lost touch with the world. I'm living in my own little Kelley land. And I don't like it. Hello, everyone... Are you still there?